ONCE
I'm going down down down.
i dont want to stay any longer.
i dont want to rely on it for us to be happy.
HATE IT.
i can wait, but how long? even if you she go separate ways alreaddy, i dont see a point either even if you have no feelings for me. because i will be waiting like a fool everyday.
Thinking that i will have you in the end? but its just my wishful thinking actually?
theres a million reasons for YOU to go.sometimes, i guess you just need someone to be there for you?
to tell you that its okay.
to tell you that she is there for you.
to tell you that shes someone you can rely on?
to tell you that everything's gonna be alright.
to tell you that god is on control.
to tell you that she cares about you!
to tell you that she loves you so much so like a sister?
to tell you that she will not forget you because shes your bbf?
hey, moron
GIVE ME A CHANCE?
ily,
i'll do whaatever it takes!
" shes falling in love "
8:50 PM
RIGHT HERE
FUCKING NO LIFE ALREADYchurch early this morning. i was late when i stay like sooooo near church!
my bitchy statement of the day thought by NICOLE TAN LI TING! :
LIKE TOTALLY FOR SURE, I EVEN HAD MY MANICURE DONE
THE SUN I SWEAR, ITS BLEACHING UP MY HAIR!
copy right ok!
bastards busted.give it up. fuck.
" shes falling in love "
9:49 PM
drained out
jamming earlier this morning! but it was quite slack.
like dom and marc, came so late! like around 12. NONSENCE!
and only had like me herbert jerome and my bro.
then followed by their music practices.
so fast they're having christmas practices already.
sermon was quite funny and good today!
enjoyed it. had people to act out, and i was one of their chosen audience. HAHAH
i guessed, sometimes somethings can really trigger you inside out?
i admit i feel inferior. i know im not good as her.
i'm not as skinny as her. i'm not musically talented.
BUT
i can give you whatever you'll need! i can be by yourself always.
i might be able to give you whatever she cannot give you.
i dont filrt, i dont sleep ard.
LOVE IS BLIND.
why of all people i fall for you? tell me why. dont know right.
your reputation in my sight isnt very nice, you know that.
i dont care because all i care is that i love you with all my heart.
i dont care if you did any shits in the past, i just want you by my side!
sighs, but that is never gonna happen unless the lord really wants us to be.
nothing can go against his will.
Can you start it more often? (:
lovee
" shes falling in love "
11:28 PM
the key
just want to sayyyyy,
-how much ive fallen for you
-how much i want to be there for you
-how much ive missed you
-how much youve looked into my eyes and smile at me
its all for you.
i want to be there for you when she cant.
i want to be the one that understands you.
i want to be the shoulder that you can lead on.
i want to be the pillar for you to hug.
" shes falling in love "
12:26 AM
ELL OHH VEE EE never stops
And I'm alright
Standing in the streetlights here
Is this meant for me
My time on the outside is over
We don't know how you're spending all of your days
Knowing that love isn't here
You see the pictures
But you don't know their names
Cause love isn't here
And I can't do this by myself
All of these problems, they're all in your head
And I can't be somebody else
You took something perfect
And painted it red
No sympathy
When shouting out is all you know
Behind your lies
I can see the secrets you don't show
We don't know how you're spending
All of your days
Knowing that love isn't here
You see the pictures
But you don't know their names
Cause love isn't here
And I can't do this by myself
All of these problems, they're all in your head
And I can't be somebody else
You took something perfect
And painted it red
When you took something perfect
And painted it red
You take the best things from
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need
Ooh, you take the best things from me
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need
holding on so tightly, just cant let you go.
Its on the rocks, dont wanna touch it.
I dont want to be the cause if anything happen.
I just want to let you know that i am always here,
here to listen to your problems, be it good or bad.
I want to be there for you no matter what you're going through.
I will be happy for you, no matter what you're doing.
Will be happy enough to just watch you from behind, love.
Loving someone is to let him be happy, no point clinging onto whatever thats not yours.
" shes falling in love "
7:30 PM
